Quotation

Beng loves to be loved. Honestly. She loves it when you pet her she nearly passes out. Its not the kind of sappiness from old Turkish movies... but I do look for her. If I don't see her, or hear her voice if she's not around when I get here in the morning I get worried and look for her. Maybe she is like a child. People miss their kids, right? I miss her. === I had to leave early yesterday. I was sad I couldn't bring enough food. I couldn't eat my dinner with a clear conscience. Its overwhelming when I think of them back there. I have a lot of friends who know what I do here... but they don't understand why I take it upon myself. They think God will provide for them. I say "Sure, but I'm the middleman." Besides, its better than spending my time at the cafe.